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people can be real idiots sometimes, but i'm almost 100% positive they act like that because they're scared or unsure about what they are doing. i don't know if this is final but if it is, you know that time heals (almost) everything. because this happened to you, in the future you'll find someone who'll be more than glad to do everything for you... at least those kind of thoughts help me get over such situations i get into from time to time. if you want to talk to someone about it you can send me a message or something. think happy thoughts, as stupid as that might sound, surround yourself with other people you love and it'll pass...
Thanks. It really means a lot to hear this from someone. And it feels terrible at the same time- because you have cared about asking and consoling me more than he has cared. But maybe that should put things in perspective. I know my heart will mend. The pain of realization comes in waves most of the time. I will do just that though- surround myself with things that remind me that the world is beautiful.
I might take you up on that offer someday soon.
what happened?
It’s kind of a long story. He is a dreamy writer and he has this crazy unique mind. I fell really hard for him. In the beginning he said all of these things about wanting to move away with me. I left the boy I was with for him. Gradually things became more complicated. Living situations and daily life. He is in the process of getting divorced from his wife and paying mortgage on a house (he’s only 24). Mostly I just think that he realized that I was more of a very good friend than someone he want as a lover. He hasn’t told me this. Supposedly he has told other people this. I can’t get him to talk to me about it. He doesn’t respond to my messages. I have done so much for this boy. I have spent many nights listening to him talk, for hours, about his ex-wife. I have overdrawn my account into the -$600s taking him out and buying us food and beer. I have done more for this boy than he would ever do for me. Now all that I can do is try to get over him. I love him a lot and I feel like such a fool.
My heart has been broken by the third boy I have ever loved.
I’m crying in my room. I don’t know what to do with myself. I wish I could drain this feeling from my body.
